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There is no excuse for the way I am about to behave
The girl you love to hate
Created on 2003-11-03 17:37:50 (#1434405), last updated 2005-09-16
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Basic Info| Name: | You hate to love and love to hate her |
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| Birthdate: | 08-31 |
| Location: | Austin, Texas, United States |
| Website: | No Excuse |
BioStraight Edge
About me:
I am a 23 year old mother of two beautiful children ages 4 years and 6 weeks. I am an unpredictable raging cunt who is selfless and loyal. I am pierced and tattooed 3 times each with no signs of stopping. I love rock music and breakdancing. I am a cam whore and a digital artist with a taste for completely offensive icons. I am an exotic dancer and a total geek, I read comics, do fantasy period reenactment, play vlarp, D&D. I was raised pagan by my buddist foster mother and am in love with a methodist greaser thrown back from the 1950s.
I dream of dancing my way through piercing school, piercing my way through interior design school, and designing my way through directing school. I wish my kids would want for nothing and I can live batheing in their happiness.
My Daily Battles:
On my very best day I am at the least a self injurer, on my worst day I am a worthless suicidal wreak, My abusive father over shadows my life which sets me on an eternal journey for appreciation
I over flow with artistic creativity to the point of migrain but I have no time to share my vision with the world
Subjects I want to learn more about: astronomy, leather armor smithing, alchol fermentation, body modification and art, rose gardening, Web design, Animation
Languages I want to learn: ASL, Pictish, German, Japanese, Korean, L33T
Things I want to do: Fly a plane, have sex in the rain, write a childrens book, spend a day in a spa, design a line of clothes, see Linkin Park preform live, meet my mother
Places I want to go: The Greek Ruins, Chicago, every rollercoaster in the states, Clan
I collect: Fairy wings, Mary janes, hair pieces, people
Bad habits: Biting strangers, giving up faith in myself
About this journal:
Without apology, these are the thoughts in my head. I don't make them pretty, they are not always grammatically correct, there's no guarantee of spelling, I don't make anything up nor do I edit things based on who might read them. I do use my journal on a regular basis to record events-of-the-day, however mundane, to expresss my fears, hopes and dreams, notes and things I need to remember. I am not a logical person, but I do try to make a little sense every now and then. Read at your own risk!
If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put the foundations under them. -- HDT
Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth. --B.Disraeli
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My Deviations
I’ve dreamed about this,
Sixteen days away
Now you’re here,
And my head lays besides your body,
Pillowed under mine
You were poison,
Spinning round my mind
Welcome to my world
She said, do you feel
Alive she said
It’s all a bad dream,
Spinning in your lonely head,
Welcome to my world,
She said, separated world,
She said, separated,
Down poison,
Down poison,
Body withered,
Body died,
Time to take away this life
Bad enough to die from one,
Not to mention
Four or five
Welcome to my world
She said, do you feel alive she said
It’s all a bad dream,
Spinning in your lonely head
Welcome to my world she said,
Separated world,
She stayed separated
Down poison, down poison
Down poison, down
You weren’t there for me, I was there for you
You weren’t there for me, I was there for you
You weren’t there for me, I was there for you
You weren’t there for me, I was there for you
You wouldn’t die for me, I’ve died for you
You wouldn’t die for me, I’ve died for you
You wouldn’t die for me, I’ve already died for you
You wouldn’t die, you wouldn’t die, you wouldn’t die!
Welcome to my world she said, do
you feel alive she said
It’s all a bad dream,
Spinning in your lonely head
Welcome to my world she said,
Separated world, she stayed separated
Down poison, down poison
Down poison, down.
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acting, adam levine, amtgard, anita blake, anti-racist, art, assasin, assassins, astrology, bdsm, bisexual, body modification, bondage, borderline personality disorder, breaking hearts, brooklyn, buddism, cats, chains, changeling, cutting, delirium, deviantart, digital, dominatrix, dreads, erotic horror, erotica, evanescence, fae, faeries, fairy, fairys, fake hair, fantasy, farie, faries, fey, fighting, garb, guilty pleasures, gypsys, jack off jill, kinky, kissing girls, kittie, kosheen, kritickill, laurel k. hamilton, moehawks, motherhood, mp3s, muscel cars, narcissus, native americans, neil gaimen, new york, pagan, piano, piercings, pink, pirates, platnium, punk rockers, punkers, ra, rabbit in the moon, racing, reading, rock and roll, role playing, roller bladeing, rubies, s.h.a.r.p., sandman, saphires, scarborough faire, scars, self hatred, self mutilation, sewing, sex, shadow dancing, shine down, shove it, si, silver, single mom, sinners, skull fucking, stars, straight edge, strawberry gashes, strings of fate, submissive, suspension, sweet dreams, tattoos, texas, the moon, theater, unseelie, unseelie fairies, vampire the masquerade, violence, violin, virgos, waldo, web design, wicca, wigs, witch craft, writing, ~*pyxel*~.
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